I need to think before i think.......

  As a writer of this post

, I do not have the liberty to influence the decision; instead, I present the facts and details. keep an open mind, do not judge  me but u can. 

We were young, and unaware of the games

destiny was capable of playing.

I am trying very hard to concentrate and find the right words to begin

writing about this phase of our lives. The room that I am sitting in to write

is quiet and dark; my own shadow is my sole companion here. While I sit

here, looking blankly at my bright mobile screen, the screen saver comes up,

it is a picture of  my dream—when i had first started dreaming. The only sound that I can hear is my alarm clock ticking. In the dark shadows that form on the walls, I can see outlines

where once her pictures hung in delicate red color  frames. ‘Why 🔴red?’ I’d

asked her the day she(dream) told me that it was her favourite colour.sorry to be lie ‘I love the red colour. It is so magical. Just like the magical times that I spend with myself.’

It is time to go to bed and close my eyes, for I have to go and meet someone extraordinary the next day.  shall i tell you about this meeting ! 

I need to think before I think 🥺