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The Rose Day girl ........

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  The Rose Day girl ........ When someone says  "You didn't even give her a rose today, how unromantic you are, dude." Exactly🤔 ! I'm unromantic.  But why the hell are you so damn concerned with me being romantic.  Some day if you ever meet her, Go to her and utter my name in front of her, and just watch her reaction that follows. See if she can hide that blush or not, control that smile or not. If some day if you meet her  You know A flower to prove my love is a way too offending to us both.Our type of romance is far away than what you imagine about. We need not say "I love you" a hundred times a day, we need not write cheesy lines for each other( sometimes I used to). We don't get jealous of the other friends that we both have. We don't spy each other doubting the trust. If some day you meet her You just go and tell her of any another girl I'm in relationship with. She won't be sad or angry, she won't shout or lose her temper. Neither ...

Does she knew

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 Does she knew?😎 I don't want an ordinary lover. I want to be engulfed in love. Saturated in an abundance of bliss. I want fiery hot passion. I want madness. I want sleepless nights. Watching sunsets and sunrises. Those long late night talks about everything and nothing. Skin on skin, melted together. I want to feel the invigorating pulsations of pleasure through my inner core. I want to give those feelings in exchange for mine. You can have ordinary. I want the exceptional. I want the rare.✨❤️ 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎 And for me The best kiss is the one that has been exchanged a thousand times between the eyes before it reaches the lips. 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎

DEAR MAA

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 Dear maa,I don't know when your small puppy grow up.but MAA I want to say something.  I know maa there is lots of difference between u and me, our way of thinking, way to express love, and the way you handle things. Maa, I know during these phases of time the space between us increases. I know you are not happy with my decision to join Astha even situation is worst between us when I joined Axis securities.BUT Maa maybe there is lots of reason which is coz for the space but the one reason why the bond between u and me is never broken down that I'm all your, all my existence reason is you. Maa, you remember when  I was 9 years old papa left me in JNV for a better education in the best school. Maa, I don't remember a single day when I don't miss the aura of your surrounding, I know I bit hesitant to express, a bit hesitant to explain but every single night I missed your hands on my head. i don't remember a single night when  I m not crying inside the blanket.  I'm...

SOMETIME

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  Sometimes I look into her eyes to travel in the time, I go around that corner before meeting her when I had a dream to have something of mine that no one can have and it seemed beautiful, where a song lingering on my lips can define the state of mind I am having. As in every mood, I can sing songs for that very particular mood, and then that song will isolate me from my surroundings and will make my thoughts move with higher entropy🤔. Later that entropy will calm down when the song will end and I have had traveled the time looking in her eyes(dream) of all the memories of her entering in my life till the date. This time love is different than what I have felt in past, I have dealt with so many things with love, sometimes anger and ego will also become friends of yours but when you go to sleep your hands will long for those hands of her. Sometimes(2nd Dream) I see her standing in front of the mirror getting ready for going somewhere out and I get lost thinking about when did she ...

Date of received 24 July 2022

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A Latter from my friend. D ear Kiran  l ive in the year of 2020-25, i believe you found this latter soon.i hope one day  we will meet there is no point hiding your emotion away from me. there is countless time i caught you crying in front of me,away from the every one .only so that  no body notice the grief in your eyes ,but i do and i know  there will be a time in your life when you'll realize that instead of looking forward to the end of your journey, you should be cherishing the very process of your ride. Of course, the destination is important and it's not possible to never daydream of it but i hope you don't spend your life waiting to catch a glimpse of that day. i hope that whatever your journey is like, you come to find some kind of joy in it. i hope that you remember what you were like when you started and the circumstances that made you 'you' today. the bad people, the kindness that a stranger showed you, the warmth from your roommate, the softness...

I Was Free

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 Dear me The photograph of love is sometimes so big that you can’t fit it into the f rame of your relationship. If you force it, you are sure to lose some of it.or Maybe most of it. So lets go.......  Let's go and left our memories behind. If  you think, took the step to delete me off of everything. Threw away my photos from ur phone. Helps u to cleared me from your life.but still I held you. As tightly as I possible could. With every inch you pulled away, I pushed forward even harder. I could not even try to grasp what a world without you in it would be like. I refused to figure out how. I know as much as it stung, as much as it hurt me that we didn’t get the happy ending I always wanted; I wasn’t ready to say goodbye. I wasn’t ready to let go of the comfort I felt with you. I wasn’t ready to throw away the pain you were causing me if that meant I had to learn to live a life without you.but But still let's go .........Im not enough i know.... Its hurts to be half loved....

The festival of raja i dream.

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  . Trust is something we 'DO'… Faith and Trust are supported by our beliefs… even if those beliefs are not logically supported  by actual data then... In Odisha, the Raja festival is a tribute to menstruation and girls wear new clothes and take turns on swings hanging from tree branches. According to popular belief, Earth, perceived to be a woman, menstruates during these three days of the Raja festival and a ceremonial bath takes place on the fourth day etc......(from Wikipedia and socialmedia).  . I really feel Proud to be a part of this culture But,But i can't help myself to ask that-Is our Trust and faith that much strengthened as our belief deepens on our festival. I'm not going to present  any fact or any data, just go and  see the actual  odisha right now. Fact no1  How safe are women in Odisha? Second- report on odisha I dream for odisha where our beliefs on culture match with fact. Our trust and faith on culture reflect on our society. I dre...