Dear me- im sorry

Dear me, 

Hey Dear, i m sorry " That you tried so desperately to fix other., when your own hands were shaking. Right now i know its really hard. You probably staring at the screen crying, your eyes out asking yourself 'why did i do this? 

This is not what I imagined "

I realise there’s no point addressing this letter to you. You was the one that burned down everything to the ground. You will set ablaze the last shreds of my memory like dreams too. I can’t let you do that, they are all I have left.

 I don’t know if all ex lovers possess the power to haunt your dreams. I’ve only had one and you visits more often than I’d like.i wants to date with you for rest of my life. But It killed me to accept that we had broken up.
I'm sorry that i didn't give you enough time to heal, that i let you seal the wound of everyone, else while your own were bleeding. 

I'm sorry that there were days when smiling hurts but you forced yourself to Lough. So that no one had to worry about you. I'm sorry that i did not respect you like you deserved to be respect. 

 

No matter what anyone told me, in my heart I desperately clung on to the possibility that you will come around. 

Dear me......